Jennifer’s In-Form-ation Journey 9.3.18
published on The I UV, on September 17, 2018
September 3, 2018:
My journey toward that center place or space truly began in July of 2017. I can look “back” and feel where I touched on or bounced off of this intersection in my “past” yet I did not enter. I refer to it as a journey as it can be “easier” to comprehend in the “beginning”. Yet there is a familiarity that can be interpreted as having been there before. This familiarity stems from not only having been there before but having always been there. We are, on one hand, always in this place or space, we are always creating from this center intersection but not fully aware of our creation. For myself, I can feel when I am in touch with that center flow or at that intersection as my perspective changes. It expands. I can see and feel so many other perspectives, all perspectives, yet not attach to any. Just observe and witness.
I began from the energy of Love Absolute. Drawn into that place or space where we are All One, All interconnected. For me, It was a glimpse or a taste of the true center where there is no separation, no polarity, no duality. Yet from this center, the full range of separation or fractalization can be viewed or accessed. The closest that I can describe this, in this moment, would be to say that I am above, looking down to see/feel All of it yet fully within at the same moment.
With the intention of truly becoming more fully connected with this Oneness, I began looking around at what appeared to be occurring outside of myself. I dived deeply into the different aspects and perspectives of what I saw, and at times, felt or experienced from those different perspectives on many levels. I reached a point where I began to resonate with certain perspectives which assisted me to awaken my inner self. I could describe it as looking within and without in the same moment. This place or space along my journey is where I found what could be perceived as syncronicites. It was still a place where I would find in-form-ation outside of myself. I quickly became aware that these syncronicites or moments of resonating with what others shared was actually in-form-ation that I had already accessed or experienced from within me. I was in touch with this in-form-ation without looking outside of myself. I can view all of the connections between the different aspects of perspectives of those I used to view from “outside”. I have a “knowing” of what is “truth” for me in that moment yet I am not attached to it for I know there is much more expansion and growth for me in the path that I have chosen.
As I am writing this, I can feel an overwhelming level of energy flowing into me, through me, spiraling, expanding and flowing out through that center place or space that is my higher heart. I could not write or flow fast enough and had to take a break to rest or relax. The energy was building more quickly than I could express it through writing. Though I have a Love for the flow of colorful ink on paper, the message is that I will need to start typing to keep up!
To return to the Love of exploring and expressing of what has been repressed, I have come to know that access to this in-form-ation is always present and a gift (present being here and now AND a gift as shared by Magenta Pixie). It is always a gift that you have “now” and in every moment yet one may feel the need to “practice” in order to get a larger more expensive view. To re-member intentionally and consciously. To become aware of that flow that one is always within.
A beautiful example of expression of my exploring a connection would be certain “energy reports” (as they can be labeled). There are those who partake of the same “portion” of flow within in the same moment. I would look to them to find or trigger this flow. They would share specific experiences of the collective which I would resonate with. I now know that I was not resonating with that which was without but that I had direct access to the energies within. To be more specific, I can read or feel what we label Schumann resonance, the solar, cosmic and galactic energies and more! I know why I was experiencing a heating up from within and without. Why I feel I have to sleep now. I know what all of my bodies need. I can hear it and feel into it. When I look around outside, I can see that expression from within! Allowing myself to tap into that flow and realizing it is there, within me, always and in all ways!