Jennifer’s In-Form-ation Journey 8.20.18
published on The I UV, on September 16, 2018
August 20, 2018:
Did you know that it is said that we have to “train” our “brains” to remember the “good” memories? Did you know that it is said that our “brains” record the experiences that cause negative reactions or emotions as a supposed protection mechanism? Did you know that this is simply programming? Did you know that there is a “place” or “space” within each of us where you are no longer controlled by reaction?
There is a place or space within each of us that is peace, love and joy. Yes, it is there… always. You just have to “find” it. Once you find it, you discover that it was never lost! It has always been there, unseen, appearing to have be hidden! It is a safe, warm, infinite space. You find yourself outside of the control of or reaction to others behavior. It is not a place of unhealthy emotional disconnection rather a place where you take back your individual power to be who you truly are. It does not mean that others will not continue to “choose” to “attempt” to do things to you or draw you into situations or they are excused for their actions. It is a place or space where you can witness that a lot of the actions or choices others make, in all reality, has nothing to do with you. The path or experience they have chosen is not the path or experience in which you have chosen for yourself. It is all that which they have chosen for themselves and are “doing” to themselves. When you find this place or space within you, you can say “NO MORE” firmly from Absolute Love and you find that a lot of these choices of others no longer include you. You find that these things that you allowed yourself to be a part of just… fall away. Or, from this new perspective, you can see it as a final act, in a final scene playing out. You are just an observer or a witness to something someone else needs for their personal play. You become more and more aware of all the situations in which you voluntarily (though it may not seem voluntary at first!) invested or f-o-c-u-s-e-d your energy to feed into these situations which allows you to take back or withdraw you energies. This allows these situations to deflate or collapse in on themselves. Where is your f-o-c-u-s?? In the beginning, things may still occur around you such as relationships, financial and employment situations, etc. yet the deeper you go within this space or place of Love of Self and others and realign (and keep realigning over and over until you remain there) to observe from here the more your perspective changes, the more control you take back, the more confidence you have, the more you find the “how” to manifest things differently. In reality, it is all an illusion! It can seem so impossible at first! Way too huge to even know where to start! Yet… with all things human, you may begin at the “beginning”. Take small steps and it snowballs. Getting bigger and bigger until you are running. Next thing you know, you begin to fly!
For myself, I began “looking around and within”. I really looked at the things of beauty that bring me joy. I noticed. What do you notice that brings you joy?? I Love the sky… the celestial bodies, cloud formations, storms, rain. I Love the earth… flowers, plants, trees, rocks, crystals, water. I Love music… classical, rock, hip hop, dance. I Love science and spirituality… geometry, math, psychology, chemistry, spiritual teachings (a variety of which is too long to list). I Love animals… squirrels, birds, reptiles, turtles, dogs, cats, ferrets. I Love people… my husband, my children, my friends, new friends from around the world. This last is a work in progress. I know that we are all connected, therefore, from one perspective, I LOVE ALL! This includes myself! From another perspective, it can be difficult to “deal” with every people. I just remind myself that we are all on our path, unique, and in different places at all moments. I find that I can send love to those I would have been unable to forgive or love before though I choose to exit the drama. It all started with me! I am still working on not allowing them to draw upon my energy (it becomes easier and easier). The best advice that I received and applied was to notice. The more that you notice, the more aware you become, the more control you take back, the more you consciously place or feed your energy into areas by choice. The thing that brings me the most joy is really opening my “”mind” and heart to all there is to explore! We can find that we have been in a place of tunnel vision with our blinders on. I feeeel into something/many things that I have an interest in, find the pieces for myself, set other pieces aside and next thing I knew I had found my path! There are plenty of “things” going on “in our world” that are horrific yet I can “see” why they are playing out the way they are. This did not necessarily come easily. I feel we have to observe or witness ALL of it, from that place or space of Absolute Love, so that nothing like this ever, ever happens again. Among the chaos we are witnessing is this intersection where we choose for this to never occur again. The intersection where you feel yet are also outside of all that is occurring, you just observe and CHOOSE differently. This is where you begin to Be and Do differently. This is the place or space from Love where you change it ALL!