December 2017: A Long Time Coming
by Denise Le Fay, published on High Heart Mind, on December 10, 2017
When I was a young teen in the early 1960s, I understood the bare-bones basics of retirement at 65. Way back then the retirement age was 65, unlike how it is now for different age groups. I’ve never forgotten how the minute I understood what “retirement at 65” was all those decades ago, I instantly knew it wouldn’t exist for me when I turned 65, or 66 for full retirement benefits for my age group. I was a kid and knew that the retirement system would not exist for me when I reached the required age to receive my full retirement benefits. And, I was pissed about that knowing that I’ve consciously carried with me since that time. I’ve consciously carried many awareness’s like this from early childhood and also my teens and that in itself has oftentimes been a burden for me, but, I preferred knowing certain things as opposed to not knowing them. My choice and I’ve dealt with those awareness’s all my life.
My birthday is December 23rd and I turned 65 in 2016, December 2017 I’ll turn 66. At some point in 2018, I plan on applying for my S.S. retirement benefits even though they’re not nearly enough to live off of month to month. Even that statement is coded with other information. Feel into all this because I’m talking about and from both the old lower 3D Earth world and the NEW ascended 5D Earth world frequencies and consciousness. Multidimensionality; Forerunners have been living it for decades.
Some people, but certainly not enough in my opinion, honestly understand what December 2017 is, what it means within the Ascension Process (AP) and ongoing Embodiment Process (EP). Most do not and that’s unfortunate for us all. December 2017 is that point within the AP and EP where the Forerunners/Wayshowers/Embodiers are finally capable of physically existing continuously within the NEW ascended 5D Earth world and crystalline/Christ/Unity frequency and carrying IT with them wherever they go because they’ve Embodied enough of IT at this point.
I’ve often shared my struggles with and education from my repeatedly going back and forth between the higher and lower NEW and old Earth worlds and timelines since December 21, 22 & 23, 2012. I’ve done that because I wholeheartedly believe that by honestly sharing certain things I’ve been going through via the AP and EP, that it helps others better understand what they’ve been going through too. No one benefits if the Forerunners aren’t honest about what they’ve been living and learning from. Our sharing about the good, bad and the ugly of it all is a positive for everyone, even those people who aren’t ready for that information when we write about it. Eventually they will be and it’s archived for them.
I know it’s oftentimes hard and/or confusing to feel like you’ve satisfactorily sunk your teeth into the complex concepts of being a functioning multidimensional incarnate physical human during the AP and EP. Those words are fancy and impressive but for most people are not much more than that — fancy and impressive. However, if you’ve been living this yourself Forerunner then you know that it’s been much like being a teenager learning how to drive a stick shift car for the first time; you repeatedly pop the clutch, stall the engine, over break, drive too slow, drive too fast, panic when you have to stop on an incline and then release the clutch and not roll backwards or stall the engine and so on. It’s not an easy or fast learning process and takes time and practice to master how to drive a stick shift vehicle… well. The same has been true of being a Forerunner learning how to repeatedly enter and exist, exist and enter the old lower 3D patriarchal Earth world we all incarnated into, and the NEW ascended 5D Earth world with its corresponding frequencies.
Doing this multidimensional tango back and forth between the old lower and NEW higher Earth worlds hasn’t been about physically traveling, great distances, or jumping timelines but about different frequencies. Lower and higher frequencies mean lower and Higher consciousness, energies, awareness, abilities, experiences, realities, thoughts, emotions, feelings and on and on. Since the AP started (for me biologically at the start of 1999) I’ve existed within a higher frequency and space, as have all Forerunners/Pathpavers/Embodiers etc. When I needed to leave my higher frequency physical house, space and property and reenter the old lower Earth world to grocery shop and take care of other old lower 3D world responsibilities I’d do exactly that; reenter the old lower Earth world and do my best to survive the tremendous physical and emotional pressures and pains of reentry into density, negativity and patriarchal Duality consciousness. Doing so was literally like being nearly crushed to death from having to drop back down vibrationally and physically function within heavy density and the matching consciousness and humans that have and still exists there. I’d barely make it back to my higher frequency house after shopping I was in so much physical pain from having reentered that lower level of density and darkness, and it took days to recover physically and psychologically (every time) from my having gone back down in frequency again to buy groceries, cat litter, shampoo and laundry soap! Only those who’ve lived this themselves knows how hard, painful, frustrating in many cases and also dangerous just our doing this has been.
I shared that lovely stroll down Ascension Memory Lane fellow Forerunners because December 2017 is, for us, the end of this since it began all those many long and difficult years ago. Really? Yes. You ready? Really? Good because here it finally comes; the ability to move between the old lower and NEW higher Earth worlds and NOT have doing so nearly crush us and damage us so deeply that we can’t do anything for a week or a month! Remember how I’ve always talked about those energy Stair-steps we’ve been climbing up slowly all these ascension years? Well, in December 2017, we reach that blessed level finally where we’re Embodied enough in our physical bodies to have the NEW higher Earth world frequencies be our permanent NEW “clothes” so to speak all the time no matter where we go or when we reenter the old lower frequency Earth world density. The torture is over with this aspect finally. I can’t honestly feel this fact fully yet because I’ve adapted to having the old lower Earth world density kick my everything’s ass nearly every time I’ve had to reenter that place and space since 1999. I will however, as will each of us, quickly readjust to this NEW and greatly improved situation that December 2017 brings us weary Forerunners.
Just in case there’s any lingering confusion over this particular aspect, know that we Forerunners have reached that hard-earned Stair-step where you’ve Embodied enough of the NEW within yourself and your physical body that IT will now constantly buffer you from the lower frequency density, negativity, chaos, imbalances, distortions, egos and other inhabitants of that frequency Earth world. Am I saying it’s full-time Party Time for the Forerunners? Not hardly, just that our Work got a whole lot easier for us to do because it won’t hurt like it always has.
Callback to being a young teen (around 1960-’61) and knowing that, far in the future when I turned 66 on December 23, 2017 and could file for my full S. S. retirement benefits that they wouldn’t exist for me…
Most of my life has felt like I’m living it backwards, which is more true than most would guess actually. I incarnated with conscious memory of what 5D and higher was/is and functioned in the old lower 3D patriarchal Earth world with that and other conscious awareness’s. Like I said before, I insisted upon this in this ascension lifetime, but it came with a price of certain difficulties, dangers, responsibilities and isolation. If you enter a physical incarnation with intentional conscious awareness of higher dimensions with their different higher frequencies, then you basically are walking backwards vibrationally down into greater density, in this case 3D Earth density from the so-called “future”, which really is just a higher frequency bandwidth. Going forward or backward in linear time is about either increasing or decreasing one’s frequency. Slow it down and you go back in time to lower frequency worlds etc.; speed it up and you go forward in time which means you enter/reenter a higher frequency and space or dimension. Most “Volunteers” walked backwards into their current ascension Forerunner lives and physical bodies from much higher frequencies and dimensions etc. So from our perspectives it often feels like we’ve walked backwards down into the physical Earth world density from nonphysical higher frequency levels. Minor sidetrack there.
So why would I instantly know in 1960-1961 as a young teen that in December 2017 when I’d turn 66 S.S. retirement wouldn’t exist for me? What was the point to my knowing that and carrying that worrisome burden around with me all these decades, and not being very happy about the fact that I wasn’t going to have what the generation before me had and so much of (the WWII generation)? So I could sit here today, two weeks before my 66th birthday and tell you that the old 3D dense patriarchal Earth world is going extinct as we speak and that it will now be so much easier for me and all Forerunners/Embodiers/Wayshowers to have our NEW higher ascended Earth world frequencies in and around us constantly no matter where we go or what we do. I’ll get some S.S. retirement benefits I’ve paid into in 2018, but for the most part I will be, as will all of us Forerunners, Consciously Creating our own NEW ways of living, creating and existing in the NEW higher levels of our being and realities. Out with the old lower and in with the NEW higher.
My birthday being on December 23rd, and my turning 66 in 2017 isn’t some weird coincidence but a brilliantly crafted lifelong trek through the AP and EP processes to have everything unfold in the physical level Earth worlds—primary and secondary—at exactly this time for multiple reasons. It boggles the mind and reverberates in the HighHeart to understand how perfectly all of this has been laid out by OURSELVES at higher levels. Sounds like a great note to end this on.
One more thing first however for the non-Forerunners.
It’s freaking December 2017 and physical reality is about to crack apart, permanently separate, end, begin, change and change a whole lot more every minute of this month and all of 2018 and beyond so I strongly suggest you get your priorities figured out immediately and dedicate yourself to what’s happening and what’s coming for everyone worldwide in a matter of weeks. You can piss around and play negative bullshit games with yourself and others if you want to waste THE most valuable incarnation you’ve EVER had on lowly negative things, actions and/or delusional or self-delusional stuff all based in lower frequencies and limited ego-centered issues and whatnot. The decision is yours, but the point has finally arrived where the time to fool around has run out meaning you just may find yourself somewhere you’d rather not be and all because you were focused on using and abusing other people and old corrupt systems and calling yourselves lofty sounding spiritual ascension names while actually doing the complete opposite. There is zero game playing in the Light, period. Ticktock, ticktock. The ultimate Expiration Date falls on my birthday this year and it is the best birthday gift I have ever received.
December 10, 2017
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