2015 is Your Year
By Kimberlee, published on Lead As Love, on December 30, 2014
Happy almost 2015!
I have found myself in a very still place the past few days. It’s as if time has slowed down to a near halt. I feel like I’m in a freeze frame being asked to take extra time and space to let go of some final, unresolved aspects of my past and prepare myself for the expansion that awaits in 2015. And the letting go I am being called to do is no small potatoes. I am having to let go of old stories and constructs from as early as the womb (probably even pre-womb), all the way to 2014. I’d love to tell you I am feeling lighter from it, but I am writing from the thick of it. At this moment, density prevails. However, I know for certain a new level of freedom is just around the corner.
Are you having similar experiences? Are you finding yourself receiving some last minute downloads and/or upgrades?
I have felt glimpses of what’s in store for the new year, and I have to say it feels goooood. But even as I write that I am shrinking in self-protection, afraid to admit this out loud because, well this journey has been quite ruthless. A part of me has thought every year was “the one” in some capacity. And of course there’s that nagging fear that the inner work NEVER.ENDS. It’s hard to believe this could be the year we are able to start using our newly honed magical powers to create the life we desire. But not just create the life we desire, the PHYSICAL life we desire. And though I want to shrink in my prediction, I still feel to say that this is the year we can truly begin grounding the physical applications of the life we have been dreaming up. And if this isn’t true by June-ish I will be sure to delete this post and deny all. What post?
Grounding the physical:
So, you’ve done so.much.inner.work. You’ve slept, ate, not ate, you tried doing things, you tried to Be, you had jobs, you quit jobs, you resisted, you accepted. You’ve done and not done just about everything in the past 10 (20? 30? ∞?) years and it all led back to a calling to be inward. Well- I am a DO-ER. So I pretty much had to run circles until I fell too tired & dizzy to keep trying to apply myself to the physical world. Once I accepted (read:lost the energy to kick and scream) the fact that nothing I was trying worked I
was forced settled into a stillness that I thought would never end. You know the one I am talking about! That cocoon you’ve been near suicidal in for about your whole life while people around you have birthed entire litters of kids and been married multiple times- all the while you were birthing You. Yea, that one.
But now, at this juncture, can’t you feel an ending to that stillness? If you just reach out can you touch your new life? Can you hear the inner call to step up in your leadership and start being the big You? The one you’ve been polishing for decades now?
Physical things are beginning to work again, as if by magic. Or from another perspective, as if by a very long period of working hard to attain a level of simple effectiveness in the physical world . Let’s stick with the former . Because my gifts reside heavily in the physical world I know, by the reflection from my clients and my rapidly evolving purpose, that the physical applications of purpose and the outward manifestations of all the inner work are happening. And more and more people are arriving at my door ready to express their inward journey on the outside. Many are experiencing a sense of urgency to step up into leadership and express their full purpose. Their actualized purpose. They are taking their whole selves, often for the first time, to the outside world. Man I am like a proud poppa watching my clients brave the growing pains and make it happen for themselves. It’s SO exciting to watch what once were failed attempts at life start to work. And as a bonus, we have gained so much perspective from our individual and collective journey at this point that allows a presence and depth of appreciation like never before. So not only are physical applications working again, but we can feel it so deeply and so profoundly. Wow!
The world is ready for your love. Ready for you to ground your purpose or upgrade your current expression of Self so you can teach others just by being the multidimensional human(?) that you are. Teaching through being the love you have been cultivating.
What would you like to build in 2015? What would you wish for yourself this year? Now is a great time to dream that up because the reality has never been closer.
You could get out those vision boards and mandalas, but if you’re like me you might have PTSD from the un-materialized mandalas of years past. This year I say screw it! forget the corny vision boards and woo woo antics and just go for it. Try out some new stuff this year or try out some old stuff from your new perspective. It’s time to build. This is your year.