WHAT AM I WAITING FOR?
by Jeanie, published on The I UV, on January 7, 2018
WHAT AM I WAITING FOR?
How much of my life have I spent waiting? Waiting to be cared for, waiting for a special day, waiting to turn 16, 18 or 21, waiting for the second coming of Jesus, waiting for “my ship to come in”…..
All my life I have waited in some shape or form. I’ve waited on family, friends, and customers, and I’ve waited on God.
I view waiting, as in a relationship sense, a labor of love. Being of service to others is a joy (most of the time). There have been times when I gave too much, and neglected myself. I didn’t have a healthy love for myself, so I allowed things in my experience that I don’t want. I see now, how I have created myself and my life. I had a victim mentality, and suffered much abuse, self and otherwise. Now that I am taking responsibility of my life and have the courage to face what is, I’m experiencing much JOY! I see how I participate in creation and consciously choose to FEEL GOOD! The better I feel, the better life gets!
I still see what is, but I know that through experience, I come to know myself better and better,. I keep creating beauty to BE and PLAY forever NOW! As I feel good now and appreciate the beauty of what is, I am in the flow of the magic of life!
I waited for HEAVEN to know my bliss. I spent so much time suffering, feeling guilty and shamed, TRYING to be good enough, to deserve anything that I desired. I realized one day that HEAVEN isn’t some place in the sky I might earn my way into. I know that HEAVEN is in my own HEART! NOW I know that I AM THAT WHICH I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR! I have the power to allow all that I desire in my life now! I CHOOSE TO FEEL GOOD! I CHOOSE TO LOVE AND BLESS ALL! I choose to PLAY! I choose to ENJOY and SHARE my GIFTS!
No more waiting for me. I choose to live my life now!
Let’s PLAY!
MUCH LOVE TO ALL!
Jeanie
Thank you Jeanie for this inspirational reminder to ALLOW our Heart’s desires!!
I join you in CHOOSING to FEEL GOOOOOOOOOOOOD, NOW!
Love this!